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Melancholy!

I cry because I’m sad
Or ...
I’m sad because I cry
I'm not aware of the difference
I don't know if there is a difference
God, I’d give anything to be stronger
I’d give it all up to just not crumble
I wish more than anything not to have to try to keep it all together
I’m postured in a state of defeat
I try to remember the motivating words
Try to recite the uplifting scriptures
They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength
Weeping may endure for a night...joy comes in the morning
Yet, my beating heart throbs
My core feels bruised
And my soul feels weakened
I can’t see pass the right now
The light doesn’t shine for me
The tunnel is closed.
Liken to Dunbar’s verse…I too wear a mask!
2011 ®
 

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  1. TJNovember 11, 2011 at 5:43 PM

    Very nice. I think many can relate. Don't stop sharing. It is very therapeutic.

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