A year ago, I couldn’t fathom how I would make it to this
day October 5th...the day after October 4th…the
day my life changed forever…the day where I began to question everything I
thought I knew, the day where my future began to look hazy…the day consistency was
broken, and my one constant since life
began was gone. I couldn't even comprehend the idea of living in a world
without my father...and I still can't. But let me tell you, God's grace is sufficient
and sustaining. It carries me even when I don't feel it, especially on those
days where I question him, and I don’t understand his plan. There will always
be an emptiness in my heart, and I will never seek to fill it. That space is
reserved just for Daddy.
So many times when someone dies (particularly expectantly) you here someone say, "You never know" or "You just never know"... but the truth is we do! We do know that tomorrow is not promised, that life can change in a blink of an eye. We know that the last time you see someone may be the last time. We know life is short. We know people can leave us at any moment. We do know...we just forget...
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